Still beating.

Lost.

Lately, I’ve been feeling like I don’t know who I am anymore. It’s so strange, and I’ve never experienced this confusion before. I thought I had it figured out for the most part…but…a couple months ago I’ve been questioning my career path. There’s so much more out there and so I’m unsure if it’s right to continue with what I’m doing now. What if it turns out to be wrong for me? Well, that’ll be okay though, because it’s never too late to change my mind if that was the case. But still, I find myself kind of afraid to make that wrong turn. It’d be amazing if I could choose the right path from the start, though it doesn’t always end up perfectly as so. It’s a chance I need to take, otherwise I wouldn’t get anywhere. Honestly, sometimes mistakes need to be made to realize what’s right. I’ve learned this from a friend, and it’s definitely one piece of advice I’ll never forget. This questioning about my career path made me question myself and my life. I started to feel unsatisfied with myself and life. I see people, amazing people. They lead such beautiful lives. I admire them greatly. I feel like what I have isn’t even worth comparing. I wonder why I’ve been thinking negatively though. I haven’t always adapted such a mindset. I really do dislike the effect it has on me. I almost feel like I’ve lost my personality in a way, I’m not myself anymore. I feel lost. And I feel like I need to find myself again. I guess I’m just confused with where I’m really heading, with everything. But I know I’ll definitely figure it all out in due time.